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T1: Now you say that you have some inbalance?
T2: Yes I would say that I have.
T1: How would you describe that?
T2: Well, I guess I could say that if you could feel love in a certain way that what I would feel the same would be amplified by about 10.
T1: Why do you think that is?
T2: I don't know why that is. I just feel extra emotion. Everything I do is quite charged with something that I can't explain.
T1: Would you say that you have some kind of--divine intervention?
T2: I don't know if I were to go as far as to say something like that. What I would say is that I feel strong emotions and and sometimes it gets the better of me.
T1: The better of you?
T2: Yes. Meaning that I feel such strong emotion that I can't control it it controls me.
T1: And it makes you do things?
T2: Yes. I would say it does.
T1: What kind of things does it make you do?
T2: It makes me love. It makes me throw away everything to get back that feeling.

[long pause]

T1: When was the last time that you felt that way?
T2: With Girl.
T1: You mean J----?
T2: NO. I mean GIRL.
T1: And what did you do to get past this? This emotion?
T2: I never did. You just don't know what it is like. You don't know what it feels like to feel such strong emotion in your life. YOU don't control it it controls you. I can't explain why I feel this way I have always felt this way. Ever since I could remember I felt this way. It is like asking me a question like why is pizza my favorite food. Or why I like the colors red and green over the colors blue and orange. I feel this way. I felt this way when I hit a baseball. I felt this way when I pulled a fish out of the water. I feel this way when I look at a god damn tree.
T1: Do you think there is any way to control this emotion?
T2: That's what I'm trying to find out.
T1: You are a stupidhead.
T2: What?
T1: You are stupid.

[over and out]